69.8 Miles: I'm done.

I'm done. It's over. I can't do this anymore.  I can't keep questioning myself as a human being, as a scholar, as a student, as a worker.

I have time. Plenty of it. And I don't use it as I should, and that's awful.  Right now, I have enough time for everything I need to do; I'm not letting it get to the point where I don't.

Starting today, things are changing. Being tired is not an excuse for not doing things that need doing. It never was before.  Getting distracted is not a reason to not go to bed on time. The internet is not a good reason to avoid studying, working, or keeping up on housework.

I. Am. Better. Than. What. I'm. Doing. Now.